I've been having flash backs that can only be described to having a previous life...but it was as a man. I made this avatar to look as close as I can to the face I've seen, and also added my name. This is a new account because I'm really embarrassed to ask something like this. The people I know won't accept it.
Anyway, has anyone else felt this? I don't feel attracted to women, so that's not really my question. It's just like...I don't know how to describe it. I don't feel transgendered, but do have an MTF transgendered friend who says all the transgendered people she's met feel this way. I'm having memories come back and explain all kinds of things I've been feeling in my life as I've grown up.
I'm curious if anyone else has felt this and just how you deal with it in your day to day life. Sometimes I feel like I'm going nuts because I can't be the person I was and I so desperately feel the need to be that person again. I have tried, but am unable to continue due to physical limitations (not from being a woman, but...if I say more, I may give away who I am). Anyway. I'm trying to find that zen, you know? That thing that's going to say it's okay that I'm not the man I used to be, that I can add to that instead of worrying about not conforming to it.
Lil help? I'm asking here because my MTF friend had mentioned that, so I was hoping some of you may have dealt with this.
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