Man how i feel...wat shud i do?

Question

So bad it hurts

Lovin tht which is forbidden

Tht love that belongs [2] another

A love kept N secret

Ahhh, how ii love U

&& U shall nVr kno juss how much

None kuld kno the pain felt

So massive....so piercing

My heart crushes wit it...tremblin as ii bottle these feelin'z inside

&& U shall nvr kno juss how much

Happy,

U [r] w/o me

U have another

Sum1 tht U culd confide easily, their love

ii want [2] wish U well, bt ii will love U still

Nvr will it die, perhaps ii shall find another [2] supress thiis feelin'

U thght U knew bt lil did U kno U were the 1 && onlii

Bt ii will love U still

A love tht is forbidden

Wantin' && needin',

So badlii it pains me

So much..ii am on the brink of insanity

I love U mo' thn my life itself

A love tht is killin' me

I long [2] feel your love

But it belongs [2] another

&& still...

I love you.

Answer 1

no to drugs..

Answer 2

whats the questions dude? this is 'yahoo answers' ...not 'yahoo stupid poems that no one can understand or even cares about'.

Answer 3

if it is forbidden, then y u still keen to have it??

go wash ur face and move on...  

Answer 4

I am so sorry for your pain and hurt... I understand how unfair life can be and that you really love this person but this person obvously doesn't love you. Maybe you should just spend time with this person as a friend if they just can't except you as more than that. Its better than not being with that person at all. And who knows, maybe if she brakes up with whoever shes with she'll come running to you. Just be there for her and just know that shes happy. The pain will seize as long as your with her.Good luck....