Martial Art Question/fighting?

Question

okay i toke aikido for apprx 4 year's i'm 4 kyu

when i fought one of my freind's once i don't remeber what happened for that 2 min's is that uscual or do i have double personality's or what

i won my freind was bleeding after i like came back and he told you are lucky you know aikido

i'm thinking that is my second sence but i don't know

Answer 1

Yes, "blind rage" would be a good term.  You sound like you have unsettled issues/anger about something/someone, that is dangerous and will land you in trouble.  I hope you find the root cause and kick IT's butt!

(this happened to someone I know who's father always beat him, which of course caused much confusion/anger inside, I mention this as an example of course, I have know idea what   your life experiences are.)

I wish you well.  Good luck!

Answer 2

i think its because ur used to figtin so it just felt normal or maybe its from ur memory,but if u have no control over it its probely really bad. I do teakwondo and some times when i spar my hands just attack without me even thinkin about it, but i have atleast some control over it.

Answer 3

It is called lack of self control. One day it will get you in serious trouble. Anger, fear and rage are closely related in what the do to your body and mind. You must learn to control yourself to fight at your best level. You must learn to control yourself to prevent injuring or killing someone unnecessarily.

Little fear and a little justified anger can be a asset to a fighter. Blind rage can get you killed or cause you to do things you would regret. Some fighters rely on rage. They never rise above a  certain level of ability because rage can rob you of critical thinking and cause you to forget training and revert to wild flailing.

Answer 4

umm you might have bad memory or you just blacked out alot of times when i get angry i'll black out it is not good because you really have no control over what you are doing it is not the same as getting knocked out btw i doubt you have multiple personalities if this only happens while fighting however if you are concerned about it i would see a shrink or doctor or something

Answer 5

learn english!!!!!!!!!!!

Answer 6

Which personality took your spelling and English tests for you because it isn't the one who wrote that.

If you are using your Martial Arts on your friends and blacking out then you need some new friends and some serious medical help.

Plus, you took it for 4 years and only made 4th kyu?  Shouldn't you be 4th kyu in your first year?