Normal Lifestyle:
- Full Time- College Student 3.8 GPA
- Working Full Time
- Daily Activities Basketball/ Baseball/ Working out/
- Out to bars/parties on weekends with friends (no drug use)(social drinking only)
- Paying bills/rent/etc
I have been under a lot of stress lately due of many reasons. I am working full time, paying real bills, putting myself through school, playing basketball, but I'm not sure that has anything to due with my problems lately. I take on a heavy load, but I always have.
Lately, my mental problems have included: Lack on concentration, Lack of finding the right words, hard time falling asleep, racing thoughts, and feeling of being detached from myself. I had an episode yesterday where i was driving home and suddenly i was full of fear, aggression, and i ,literally, felt like i was insane. I stopped at a basketball court and shot around and hit like 19 straight jump shots so my coordination was there, but i dont know what this is. I get along socially with almost everyone. Not knowing what this is, mentally probably makes it worse because of the increased anxiety of not knowing. I just dont know and literally it scares the h**l out of me.
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