I feel like I'm responsible for the death of my child. I didn't know I was pregnant until today when my water broke in English class (my first period of the day- and I had to stay in school the whole day) and I was having bad cramps but then they stopped and I started bleeding so I put a tampon in and went to see the nurse and they wouldn't let me leave to go to the doctors.
Long story short, I end up at the free clinic after school and I take a pregnancy test, and it turns out negative but I explain to the nurse what happened at she said I'm miscarrying... and yeah I've had all that miscarrying stuff going on all day. :( it's terrible
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Question #1. Is it normal to feel guilty? I mean, it wasn't even planned, and I feel like it was my fault. It would have been my first.
Question #2. When does the bleeding stop?
Question #3. Is it a bad idea to wear tampons to stop the bleeding?
Question #4. When do you usually have your period again?
Question #5. My boyfriend really wants to be a daddy (when we're both ready), and he was there when I went to the clinic and we found out and I was in tears and he didn't cry one bit. I understand that we aren't ready, but still. you'd think he'd get a little more emotional, right?
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