I have had several talks about with him about the way he is. I am a ballsy girl, and I speak what is on my mind, I have told him I don't want to be with him anymore and he wont leave. I am only 24 years old. I feel that I should be the one making mistakes and learning from them. He is my first "real" relationship. I just feel that it is not a good experience. So when I tell him I don't want to be with him he apologizes and blah blah blah, Women you know how sorry men can be. I guess I just need more of an answer than "leave him". I know what I am worth. I serve a good man in accordance with the bible. I told him also that my love is fading. My kids I know should come first, and since he has been messing up they are #1, Is it bad that I am kind of hoping that he has to serve Jail time when tomorrow comes just so that I can get the break that I have been needing?
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