I feel so angry. So I wasnt 100% happy before all this **** started spreading but since June, every morning when I wake up, I keep thinking, I want to die. We had a really nice house in the middle of nowhere, peace and quiet, and then out of the blue, straight after my final exam, my Dad said that he was going down to Edinburgh to do a degree, and he was selling the house. At the same time, my grandparents were very ill. My Nan has heart failure and my Grandad has vascular dementia. So my Mum and me had to move down into this horrid little cramped house in the village, whilst my Dad swanned off to Edinburgh, since he already had a flat there (from my sister when she was at uni). He has money in the bank, whereas Mum is really struggling financially, especially now my Grandad is having to go into a home because my Nans health is going down hill again. We have been unable to sell our old house so Mum has rented it out to these posh toffs who I hate. They rung just now (something to do with post) and I had a go at them; I thought, you twats, you with all your sodding money, whereas we are struggling cos of a £1200 mortgage each month. I am helping my Mum financially as well, but it's not enough. And my Dad is getting worse. When Mum had her council tax bill in his name and has tried to contact him, he has ignored her. He has a so called "lodger" staying with him, ironically a woman, and even had the nerve to send me a letter weeks ago and wind me up about his flat neighbours which were a Polish family, and yet he knew how much I dont get on with the Poles (for my own reasons). Why is he doing this to us? Everyone thinks, including our family, he's been a right b*****d. Please help.
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