Before, I've never been so depressed.
But now, I have no happiness at all.
I feel like I'm not important into this world,
If dying don't hurt I could of done it already.
Remembering me when I was a kid always
keeps me being mad!!! my life was perfect!!!
what happened to me? uoH! I'm so MAD!
but although thinking of my girlfriend
(she lives in my country, but I'm here in U.S.)
helps me forget all the bad things in my life.
But sometimes I'm thinking maybe she wouldn't
like me when I come back home, I was so handsome
and cute, every time I walk by the street there
are always some girls asking me; what's your name?
How old are you? Do you have a girlfriend?
Girls were digging me like chocolate bars!
but now ACNE ruined every part of my face!
I don't know if she will still love me!
and I'm like so skinny right now.
I'm a LOSER! T_T uoohhHH!
It's 0k if you think I'm crazy,
cause I think I am now.
some people are so LUCKY!
but not me, I was, but not anymore.
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