my aunt took my family I to Tupelo, MS. To evacuate from hurricane Gustav. She took a very long route & did not stop for about 8 hours. I kept complaining cause I had to ‘go‘! There were plenty of stops to stop at to take a restroom break. But, of course my aunt is so stubborn. She finally got tired of me and stopped by the side of a road where all the bumper to bumper traffic we were in was. I had to use it in front of people. So, my mom and I got out the car. I wanted to go behind some bushes but my mom told me to pee right by the car. I didn’t realize it was right by my aunt’s car door. My mom and uncle went behind some bushes to go use it. When my aunt came back from walking her dog nearby she saw the pee & got mad. She said, “Oh! Why did you have to pee right there! Now I have to get my shoes dirty with that pee!†She acted so disgusted as if I had AIDS.
I told her it wasn’t my fault. That my mom told me to do it right there. She was still mad at me & was trying to jump over the pee. I got mad & grabbed some paper towels & a water bottle since we had plenty & was gonna pour water poor to make it go away. My aunt jerked the bottle from me & yelled at me “Don’t waste water!! Don’t waste water!!†I was shocked by her aggressiveness & didn’t pay attention so I didn’t let go. She pulled it & splashed half the bottle in my eyes and face. I got mad & threw the paper towels on the grass. I was angry and tried to get back in the car. She kept telling me how rude I am. I told her to leave me alone & she yelled “and what are you gonna do?!†I told her leave me alone again louder. She pushed me & turned me around to look at me. I kept telling her to leave me alone. Then, she put her hand on my neck & tried to choke me. She looked me in the eye and threatened me by yelling, “What are you gonna do!!†I grabbed her arm and shoved her off me and yelled at her to never touch me! I wanted to throw her down the hill but I couldn’t. I knew that would start an entire army to fix! She had the nerve to touch me! I even have a scratch on my chest from her. We calmed down & got back in the car. My mom & uncle went behind some bushes to ‘go’ so they were not there when all this happened. She kept telling me in the car “Everything is always about! You think you’re so much better than everyone else?? You’re nothing! She also said that I am a bad daughter. She said I’m the reason why my mother is sick (My mother has had diabetes since I was 2 & has liver prob,=lems.) and that I will eventually kill her. I said, “So I am the reason why my mom is sick?†She said, “YES! And you will be punished for it!†(She “ACTS†religious) I said okay whatever. And I kept quiet. I just let her talk. She said, “And you’re gonna kill your mother even faster with that man you chose! You think I’m stupid?? I’ve read your writings of the little nasty things you’ve done with that man.!†I just said whatever. But, I was really nervous when she said that! My eyes got big. My boyfriend of 4 years is black. I love him with all of my heart. I’ve only had oral s*x with him. I wrote about it ONCE in a little diary. She was goin thru my things reading my personal diaries!
He knows how my family is, but works so hard to gain my mother‘s trust. My aunt talks so much about God & acts like she knows everything about God & she has the nerve to be racist. She says how black people are lazy, dirty, dishonest & anyone who is not black that mixes with a black person is committing sin against God for mixing races & disgracing themselves. She brainwashes my mom into thinking that I shouldn’t even talk to my bf. My mother doesn’t know that he is bf. She only knows him as my best friend & she still doesn’t like him anymore or even wants him to visit me anymore because of everything my aunt puts into her head. My aunt has been living with us for two yrs. Since hurricane Katrina. She claimed her house was damaged, when it really wasn’t. And lives in my room! I am in college, 20 yrs. Old, and I have to share a bed with my mom because of my aunt. She doesn’t pay anything anymore, locks my room and I can’t get it, I can’t get clothes, or shoes, or use my computer for school or fun. She even has a dog living in my room! Her house is right down the block & has even rented it to other people. My mom is too nice & doesn’t have the guts to tell her firmly to leave. I tell my aunt that I need privacy & she refuses to live in her house because she doesn’t like New Orleans.
After she told me that in the car I said, “Its fine. I know you’ve never loved me since you thought I lied about what your husband did to me†She just said “What happened between you and him had nothing to do with me.†She acted like I had an affair with her PERVERTED husband who molested me as a child. She’s always talking about him how good of a father he was, and stories about him. My mother never called the police on him because she didn’t want to cause my aunt or her children stress. Now, when my mom
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