my daughters dad refused to pay his half of daycare this month, and as of right now I'm not speaking to him nor his he seeing our daughter. this last monday i went and filed for child support, but that could take a month or more to start up. my daughters BDAY is the 10th next month and now since i had to pay his half of daycare i have no money to get her anything not even a cake or throw any kind of get together or anything, i feel so bad. I'm really tempted to see how much is in my savings, but I'm sure its not more then 50$ and i really need to start saving for the upcoming expenses of two kids. I'm so pissed right now that because her dad gets to throw little cry baby fits and not pay for the things he should have to, I'm not only suffering but my daughter is too. i know she doesn't understand and probably wouldn't care, but i want to do SOMETHING for her, and at least have a couple little gifts. i really don't know what to do. it may not be a big deal for some people, but i really want to make things like this special for my kids. has anyone had, i mean 0$ to spare and still found a way to do something for their kids bday? i feel like the worst mom ever, its all i can do to keep from crying right now.
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