My dad never talks to me?

Question

my dad ignores me. replaces love with getting me stuff. even when he's at home he totally ignores me and then blames me for my anger even when my mom is threatening me or trying to shove pills down my throat. even when ppl are over they always talk to my mom. it makes me wanna kill them. i know i won't but i always want to. it's like i was betrayed by everybody. anyways.. so my mom emotionally abuses me and my dad was never really there for me and now i can't talk to guys AT ALL. i feel i must be distant from them and idealize instead of having real boyfriends. every time one comes my way i don't fully go into it. you know what i mean? i back away from it. anyways i know i won't hurt anyone it's just the thought of what if i start hearing things telling to to kill or see things and believe it? my ocd makes me say this stuff but i know im saying it so it's ok.. but what if i get so tired of this stress it starts happening? please help?

Answer 1

Depends on your parents, are they having financial trouble, if so then that's why, but it can also be due to the fact that some parents are either stressed from their responsibilities or they just hate kids. Either way, you should talk to them about this, if they choose not to listen, then run away from them

Answer 2

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Answer 3

Do you have relatives or friends with supportive parents nearby?  I wouldn't recommend running away, or leaving home without telling your parents your plan.  But if you're being hurt, and don't feel safe or happy at home, some distance for a time could really help.  Surround yourself with loving, supportive people who make you feel safe and happy, and take some time to gain some perspective on life.  Not everyone comes from a safe and healthy home, but it can be hard to see the problem(s) and solution(s) when you're caught in the thick of it.  You are never alone, even when you feel alone - there are people out there willing to help, but they might not know you need it.  Find an adult you trust and ask them to help you find other people, groups, or professionals who might be able to help you.