My twenty-two year old daughter, who's never given us any trouble, recently came home from college with a surprise-- Jerome, a twenty-three year old black man, who from what I've seen so far is a very nice young man. But this poses a particular challenge for my family, as my wife (who is a very good woman and I wont have anyone disparage her) was raised in the south by, I'll admit it, racist parents. It was a different time back then and there were some very different attitudes, but unfortunately she's retained much of her parents' racism. I've worked to try to enlighten her, but its just too deeply ingrained. Racism is an ugly thing, but sadly not all of us can embrace change, so please don't judge her.
Two days ago when I first saw Jerome I was uneasy. I didn't know how to react considering I knew what my wife was thinking. I shook his hand and welcomed him, but my wife said some things I deeply regret and then stormed off, leaving me to explain what she meant by "monkey spear-chucker." It was a terrible thing to say and I only repeat it to let you know what I'm dealing with. She said it because she was shocked and extremely upset, taking the whole situation as though our daughter did this just to anger her. Jerome was a good sport about it, but I saw the worry in his face as he realized what he was up against. The last two days they've been off sight-seeing so there hasn't been the opportunity for more direct confrontations, thankfully, but my wife just cannot let this go. She's stewing around the house saying this and that, and all of it is just horrible. No, they're not all lazy. No, they don't all pollute our neighborhoods with litters of wild children that go right on welfare. No, they're not all thieves. I named five black people she knew who weren't any of those things and she finally had to concede they weren't ALL that way, but admittedly we don't live in the greatest neighborhood and it's hurting my arguments.
We have three days left with them before they go back and I really want to have it go as well as it possibly can, but frankly I'm scared about what my wife is going to say. This could really damage our relationship with my daughter. Logic and reason aren't working with my wife. I'm at a complete loss. The only thing I can think of is sending her away till they leave, but how do I explain that? How can I help her see that just because most blacks in our area are criminals (I don't mean this in a prejudiced way, its just how it is here) that that doesn't mean they're all that way? She just doesn't see how Jerome could be "one of the good ones" because she doesn't believe "good ones" exist. Someone, anyone, please please help me.
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