We have been apart for 10 months, officially divorced for 2. I didn't want the divorce and the past 10 months have been a rollercoaster of emotions. Well right after I left for the separation, I wanted him to come and visit me because I think I was still attached to him. And for months he said that he would think about it. Finally about two months ago he said that he couldnt take time off work and I took that as he didnt want to make time for me. So I just let it go. And by that time, I kinda let the marriage go because for so long I wanted us to work but I realize that sometimes things work out like this for the best. Well he calls me about two weeks ago and tells me that he bought plane tickets 2 see me and then he sent me an email talking about how he regrets telling me to move out and how he treated me the last few months we were together. And he said that he missed me and wanted to spend time with me when he comes and sees me. I do miss him and I will always have a piece of my heart for him, but I am not sure seeng him is a good idea. Ive finally been able to stand on my own. He says that he doesn't want me to think that we are getting back together when he comes and visits but he also said that he is scared to visit because he may fall in love with me again. And every day it is different. One day he says he is coming to see me and then next he is not because he thinks that things will be emotional. I think he is playing mind games. What do you guys think?
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