After several ultarasounds and hcg blood tests I was diagnosed with not a viable pregnancy. There was no fetal pole, no heart beat. I am feeling terribly guilty as I drank a cup of chamomile tea and read that chamomile is a stimulant for your menstrual period. I feel that I killed my baby and that the tea stop the development of the fetus. There is no going back and don't know what to do, eventhough doctor's say that could not have been it, I feel that it was. I know that nothing is going to comfort me and found some really supportive people on here is there any doctors out there or any one with same experience. please i can't live with my own soul.
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