Long story short, we've been together 7 years and about 4 months ago he wanted to postpone the wedding. Since the postponement its turned into no wedding, us breaking up, and me moving to a completely different state (which I will be in 2 weeks). I'm heartbroken and torn, and I've come to the realization that he just doesn't love me anymore. Maybe he never did. We're still living together before I leave, and it's been almost impossible but we're trying to be decent to each other.
My friends are throwing me a going away party the night before I leave, and I've asked him to come. He said he would, but that he can't come until late and he'll have to leave early (all because he has plans to camp with some other friends). As strong as I've been, I completely flipped out on him. He couldn't even give me 1 night where he put me first! I really just feel like I've wasted the last 7 years, and that he's never cared about me, and I don't want to feel that way because it only makes it sting more. Should I have just brushed it off? Am I right to get mad at the fact that the man I've spent the last 7 years of my life being there for, couldn't be there for me for the last night I'm in Town? I'm scared to death to move, and he says he's been nothing but supportive, but I feel like I can't even count on my best friend....advice please!
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