I tear up alot but I don't want to show it. I know some people just act like a b-tch to cover up the hurt and deal with things. Sometimes I wish I could just do that....I've done nothing wrong but I'm being treated like a bulls eye for their arrows, just because my boyfriend's previous girlfriend was the same race as me and she was really horrible to him.
Now they've gotten the wrong idea of me, even though I'm a really nice and quiet person. What do I do? Even though in this post it may not sound like it's a big problem, to me it's like I'm suffering alot. Cos I love my boyfriend of nearly 3 yrs, and we plan to marry soon....but I can't help imagine and wonder, what it would be like then, when I move in with him......I know family means so much to him since they are so close (and mine isn't)...so I can't just say it's me, you against the world sort of thing.... :( What do I do??
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