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Question

I'll keep this as short as possible. Me and my bf were together 6 yrs when he found out I cheated on him. I never talked to dude again. 7 months went by, after he told me he wanted me back, when I discover he's cheating on me. With his ex-gf of all people (he knew I hated that b*^ch, oh yea and he caused a divorce). Anyways I know I will never get over that, but took him back, even tho he continued to talk to her! (Yes, I am dumb). A year after this drama I'm back to square one. I feel like I continue on in this relationship, cuz we do have something, and feel like I could live forever with him. The other day I was playing around joking about marriage, and he replies that I'm scaring him. WTF? After all the c**p we've been through and that scares you?! Am I wasting my time? I don't feel like he'll ever love me as much as his ex.

Answer 1

Hes a fick. Id finish it if i were you. Or s***w his best friend and tell him then finish it!!

Answer 2

Turn the channel. Go to the discovery channel and learn new things and people in life. Marriage isn't in his head right now so don't bring it up. When you cheat on a guy you hit them in the biggest area of their self esteem. Neither one of you will get over it. It's in the back of his mind too.

Answer 3

dump the SOB, he is so not worth all the heartache.  how can someone proclaim they love you, yet cheat on you.  you deserve someone better. l've been there done that, took back an ex countless times after he broke my heart, always thought it was me.  yes we think we can change them, make them better, but sorry-that's not the case. esp if he's a cheater. pls do youself a favour get rid of him. you will meet someone 100 times better and say to yourself, why did you ever waste your time!