i am one of these people who get bored so easily. I'm 16 and still in school :(
my typical week is going to school coming home chatting to friends surfing the net, avoiding homework watching tv, and then the weekend ill go to work and then cinema and sunday i will just laze around and that is it.
my life is the most boringest sh*t EVER! i have everything i could possibly want (well not everything) butI'mm pretty d**n lucky. butI'mm always bored, no matter how much stuff i have no matter how many different things i try nothingsatisfiess me.
dw ihaven'tt gone downhill and tried bad things to get some fun butI'mmdefiantlyy not having any fun and its making me f******* miserable!
like even if i go on holiday whether it be spain, the Caribbeann, or bloody disney land florida! i will go there and i will still feel bored and empty i sound like a spoilt b*tch i know, but i look forward to it soooo much and i get there but its like i want a step-up. this year i went to spain and before we even went i jus thought to myself i dont want to go and hang with family, id rather be at home hanging with friends, and thats bad. i want some excitment in my life and right now im looking in the wrong places.
my friends usually cant afford to go out and i never have the transport which sucks. im just stuck at home, i have a job i go to school and im a boring f***!
i look for excitement all the time, i want a out-of-this-world super cool life where im doing awesome things everyday, i want the kind of life wher eeverything is unpredictable. i wanna go out late at night and go clubbing and have an awesome time, id love the fantasy life where id have a bad *** bf who i can can cruise around with, i wanna stop being so afriad to try things and just do it and not be scared of getting hurt or dirty. i really envy tho crazy people out there, i mean i wouldnt like kill people or anything, but they just do things without thinking an though that can be a major flaw , id love to just do what feels right and not think but oh ill get into trouble, i just wanna live a bit! and its sooooo depresssing!!!
so what do i do?? its not like im gunna smoke weed and crack and booze it up everynight just to get a kick and then start mugging people because im not that kind of person, yeh im a p**s taker but im not a low-life. i wanna have fun but im not 18 i dont live on my own so im not independent and im just gunna be stuck in this boring circle repeating the same thing over and over.
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