My muslim brother and sisters?

Question

salam-ul-alykum

i am nomi and my age is 24.i am writing this question in so grief.i am HIV+ and slowly going towards a miserable death(Allah knows best) my parents don't know about it. i pray 5 times day and will as long as my body will sport me. i want know what should i do because i cant stop taking medicen during the day and nite if i will then the option of servivel will get less. my brothers and sisters can any one of you tell me how can i take out the fear of the death coming towrds me.every time i pary to that Raheem i cry and say my Allah plz help to suffer the coming life.sometime i think he don't listen me and this is the punishment for me for not be a good muslim .. but sometime i think that he is so great and he will forgive me.let me tell one more thing i have been infected by a infected blood transfer..

may Allah forgive me and every muslim brother and sisters

plz tell some surrah as wel

Answer 1

try to drink zam zam in three sips or time and wish for
1) cure (also pray as many surah's u can especially surah fateha)
2) hajj or umrah (so u can go to kaaba and wish, it is said once look upon kaaba and wish it comes true, and also drink to zam zam alot.
3) long and healthy life.

it is said that zamzam can cure n it is drink for whatever u wish for.

inshallah allah will cure you.
ameen.