i shot few videos of mine and a girl having oral s*x. accidentally my sis saw all of them. she told me about it. i asked if she is going to inform abt this to my parents. she said no, as my dad's health dosent remain good all the times. i am guilty to face her, even to speak to her.
i am 21. isnt it natural 4 me to have some girl? is this something i need 2 be really ashamed of? my mind is totally blocked after this incident. i dont even knw hw to react. my sis is for sure going to take advantage of this weakness of mine. in future when she will get along with some guy, whom i will find is wrong, she is definitely going to remind me of these videos and will threaten me for revealing this to my parents. I cannot live with this guilt and the threatening part. i need some solution.
and also once again asking, is havin oral s*x with a friend, a wrong thing? isnt this natural? she was ready 4 it, infact she asked me for it. i shot few videos. Am i a bad person? Have i lost all my morals?
i need a lot of answers...please help me.
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