theres this guy at my school, we are seniors in highschool, who for over 2 years now i notice he stares at me whenever he sees me from afar but sometimes would act like i am invisible when it is just us 2 walking past each other and noone else around. i ignore the glances b/c i am shy. there are also things i notice such as once i was walking behind him and he saw me there and he stood straighter. we have 2 classes together, yesterday in class he was walking to his desk and everyone was standing up to get seat assignments and i wasn't in his way but he bumped me in the back and shoulder and kept walking.
today in class he got up literally over 10 times during the teachers discussion, walked over to my side of the room, did something like staple papers or something and as he would walk by i could notice him glancing at me. i just ignored it. i think he has no clue i notice. he sits on the other side of the room facing the direction NOT facing me, but as he would sit down he would subtly turn around and glance at me. if he likes me it would be hard for me to believe because he is very popular and i am shy and was new to the school and stuff.
so i guess my question is, does it seem like he likes me? i wanna talk to him but im so scared in the classes i have with him i am so nervous i felt like throwing up.. but i really like him. hes always with his loud obnoxious popular friends which i hate and i wish he wasnt popular and friends with them what do i do?
ive never felt this kind of connection with someone for so long. its so weird. i usually like someone for a month then it stops and i forget about it. but my feelings for him are so strong and have been a long time. something tells me, this is the guy you are going to marry. has anyone felt this way before?
i feel like im letting him slip away by not talking to him, and ignoring his glances, and being nervous. and that i need to act quickly. im so scared. please someone help me.
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