I have these thoughts that I've been obsessing about for just about two and half months now. They scare the h**l out of me.
They are about an incestuous relationship with my dad, and I DON'T WANT THESE THOUGHTS. It's like I'm not the one even thinking this. It also feels like I can get over it at any moment, but then I can't.
I know it's confusing. But I know I love my dad the right way and he has always been a great dad to me, then why do I fear that these thoughts will come true.
Why do I keep mulling over them? It scares me that I'm actually having thoughts like these. That I always have to convince myself that nothing is going to happen.
If it helps, I'm 14 years old and female.
Please don't tell me to get help, it doesn't help. I would really love just to keep this underwraps. Plus my attempts to get counseling have already failed.
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