Ok well I had a dream last night that me and my gf went to some spring break thing.. college maybe idk.. and I hooked up with two girls two diffrent times.. so I guess I had two three somes.. and When ever I had the threesomes I had like someone had stuck huge fish hooks in my back?.. well after that I went to find my gf, i looked all over AND SOON FOUND HERE IN A ROOM WHERE I BUSTED THE DOOR DOWN.. she was in the bed with several guys only one of which she was holding.. i started chocking him.. and she left.. after i stoped choking him i found her and asked her wtf she was doing and i asked her if she was going to have s*x with him and she said she was just because she had found out what i did.. and the rest of the dream i tried to get her back.. (i dont remember anything else just that this morning I woke up and felt hurt like I wanted to cry.. idk what that means.. i told my gf about the dream and she said she had a dream about a college thing similar to mine but.. w.o her being with other guys ust with me so idk?)
(Well not to mention we had a big falling out earlier yesterday.. were mainly she just freaked out on me about some myspace bullshit.. and the whole 3 some thing well.. idk if directly relates to my feelings on this.. recently we went back to her home stae.. and while drinking with some of her old friends.. after we all were tipsy we decided to go up to the woods to have a threesome.. well lets just say it didnt happen to be honest i didnt exactly want to in my heart but i was thinking with a diffrent head.. but her bf actually came up there and caught us about to.. its made me feel bad ever since just b.c idk want my gf to think id actually cheat on her..
(I've never cheated on her. I would kill me to, I love her. She has a bad past but Isn't ashamed of it.. flawns it around liek its nothing.. with guys drugs u name it..
yeah she was in on it and the myspace thing well shes jealous of other girls talking to me any of my xs or anything butits fine for her to talk to hers whenever she pleases.. and for one of them to be her best friend.. and all this mess.. so idk.. but i deleted the myspace after all.. and she said she may delete hers after all... but i doubt it.. she often looks at my xs pages on myspace and says how ugly there are or says negative things about them w.o me even bringing that up..
still haven't got the answer i may be looking for yeah there were some good ones and they make some sense.. but id liek to know more
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