I'm really bad at making friends because I am really shy and I don't really like talking to people, because I get nervous and I don't know what to say so it's really awkward. I'm a sophomore in high school btw. I have like, 1 good friend. I don't really like to hang out with all of her other friends though, because I am not like them. We don't have to same lunch and I have no one to sit with at lunch. Thats really awkward too. It makes me depressed.
And please no one tell me to just talk to someone or go sit by someone or join a club or group. I have tried that! It doesn't work. I just can't seem to talk around anyone. I don't know why but people seem to not like me or want to talk to me when they see me. (I have a German accent ..I've tried to get rid of it..and it seems like people don't like others who are different from them. Also I'm not a girly girl. I wear jeans and t-shirts..)..I'm just kind of ignored. I just CAN'T get myself to open up no matter how hard I try. Have any advice for me, I don't want to only have 1 friend for the rest of high school and sit alone at lunch. So I really don't know what to do, advice please??School is bad enough....
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