Well it's not really a rhyming poem .. most of my poems usually are, but this one isn't, and it explains so much in my life right now;
Im so lost and confused.
I don't know what to think,
& I don't know what I should do.
You said you would never hurt me again.
But now I'm left here hurt, and all alone.
With tears streaming down my face,
I ask myself how you could of ever done this to me.
Was I not good enough to keep you happy ?
Did she give you something, that I didn't ?
I loved you with everything,
I loved you with my life.
But still, you needed more. Much more.
Your choices wrecked me.
There's nothing left of me.
Not even for myself.
You were all of me. Every single part.
And now that I'm without you,
Everything just fell apart.
All that is left, is the pain inside my heart.
But no matter what,
I can't hate you.
I have only myself to blame.
I'm not good enough for you.
You never really loved me.
You've said you did.
But really, you never did.
How could I not even see ?
I'm so blinded by love,
I saw right through.
I thought you loved me.
I thought I meant everything to you.
But maybe I should just move on,
and start off everything new.
I don't want too..
cause I can never stop loving you.
You promised me forever,
But thats a promise I had to break.
it's not my fault, cause you broke it too.
I tried and tried to do what ever it takes,
to make things better for the both of us.
To make us both happy.
But I guess I never did try hard enough.
You don't know how much you hurt me.
How much this hurt me.
You were my life.
My world.
My everything.
And actually, you still are.
But even though I love you,
You still don't love me back.
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