I know it's crazy and stupid for me to feel like this becuase I'm only 15, but I feel like when i turn 16, my childhood is over. because after that is 17, 18, 19 and then I'll be an adult. It's like I'm afraid to get older. I just wish I could stay a kid forever. And now that I'm in my second year of highschool, I feel like I miss elementary and junior high so much. I really enjoy hanging out with friends that are a few years younger than me because I feel like I can relate to them better than people my own age and older. And I have also always been kind of small for my age. People often mistake me for being 12 or 13. I always wish that I was still 12 or something. I've talked to some of my friends about how much I don't want to grow up and they have kind of helped but I still feel so nostalgic. How can I feel better about growing up and realize how good I have it right now before I'm not a kid anymore?
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