I am a paraplegic. When I was 15 years old, I was in the hospital for back surgery. I had a specific nurse to take care of me when I was in recovery. She would give me ice cubes to suck on because I wasn't allowed to have a glass of water (I would've died for a glass of water). She seemed to be very protective of me. If I had a lot of company she would ask me if I wanted them to leave.
After I was moved to the floor, this same nurse would periodically take care of me. One day my mom was there visiting me; sitting in a chair by my bed. While my mom was there, this specific nurse came in to catheterize me. She was an older woman, so I'm assuming she had been a nurse for a long time.
After she came in, she pulled the sheet back and spread my legs in a spread eagle like fashion; exposing me. She placed the supplies for the procedure between my legs. As she started to cath me, I began to get an erection. With a concerned look on her face, she asked me -"Do you always get an erection when you cath?" I was shocked, to say the least. I have had to be in the hospital at various times before in my life and during those times I have had nurses take care of me; sponge baths, cathing...etc. I have gotten an erection in front of a nurse before during different times as well and in none of those instances did a nurse ever ask me such a thing.
Like I said, I was shocked and didn't know what to say. I looked at my mom and my mom looked at me and said, "I don't know, do you?" I simply shook my head yes and replied with a "uh huh". The nurse replied, "Don't worry, I know you can't help it."
I'm a full grown man now but for some reason I can't help but to think of this experience and wonder why that nurse said that to me? I suppose I would like to get feedback and comments from other nurses concerning this. Was this proper etiquette? Did she do anything wrong or am I overreacting? Do nurses ever get excited when cathing a patient? Do you think she was simply curious? Do you think she may have been uncomfortable per a taboo factor?
Any serious commentary is much appreciated.
Thank you,
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