OMG please....?? i really need your help....

Question

i wrote this email to my best friend describing my situation things ot know:

Peesh : mother rabbit

Bugs: father rabbit

omg i feel like i wanna eat myself im soo upset heres why;

k well about 4 days ago i would like call PEESH fromt he garden so she cud come take her food and she didnt come so all these thoughts started running thru my head ya know like omg, maybe her burrow got filled and she got buried alive with her babies or maybe like a cat attacked her or something terrible lyk tht... anyway so after the 3rd day (yesterday) i started to get worried so i made a plan tht i would wake up early the next day (today duhh) and look for her so i got up early like at 8 and went searching in the compound. K, rmeeber the golden rabbit who belongs to cute kids family? well i looked int here not for peesh cos i didnt think she would be thr but jus to see how tht golden one looked and stuff. and then i saw tht peesh was liying outside the golden ones cage in thr garden i was like omg so reliveed c os i was crying the previous nyt cos i was so scared of losing her. and i picked her up and brought her home and it was like surprising she didnt try to run cos like you know peesh a carnivore muhuhahahha!! k aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaany whoo..

i told you tht we got bugs castrated about 4 days ago the day peesh went missing and peesh was pregnant 2 weeks beofre tht which means tht she would be delivering the babies 2 days ago eyes not yet opened and stuff no hair. so like even though i knew tht she had newborns there somewhere in the compound or somewhere i couldnt just leave her in th state she is in i mean she can still wlak and stuff but she has no hair she looks rlly old and tired and weak, and shes not herself and she become so meak and thin and its rrlyyy sadd. so i hyad someitme to think about what should here were my choices:

1) put peesh back where i found her (ie: skinny, balding, hairless (kinda), weak, weathered.. And have her nerse her newborns. and have her at the risk of being eatin by cats, attacked, heart attack cos its so hott, neighbors complain all tht

ooooooorr

2) take her home (where she is now) and nurse her back to health and put her on her road to recovery without the babies

i chose the second option

but lou the thing is the guilt is overwhelming like i feel as if im taking away life from babies and feel as if im going to go somewhere bad (ie h**l) cos like i dunno where they are and all but i feel like im a rlly bad person inside if i have the thing to do thisi can jus imagine them, helpless borught into this world by default and left to die alone and hungry

but i cant put peesh back i mean its not fair on her, no water or food there i dunno where she is at any given moment what if she runs out and gets hurt and things like tht i want her to get better and shes strong but nothings strong enuff for delivering like what 20 babies

and now bugs is nuetered so no more babies

but lou, i feell i mean i cant even begin to describe it i really honestly cant because here i am taking away life taking it away from babies i mean what type of person does tht?

but i want peesh to live too should i risk peesh deteriorating and getting worse???

i mean god i feel awful

sorry this email was all about peesh and situation but ur the only one i can talk to and i rlly need ur help

they have already gone about 5 hours without their mum she with me. tired. they wont go on much longer

but im thinking what the **** should i do lou? seriously i.do.not.know.what.the.frick.to.do

for the first ******* time with my animals i am fricken cluless

arrrgggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg...

i rlly am cumfuzzled :S and angry at the type of person i am and i rrly want those babies to live but truthfully they havent experienced like rytt??? i know i am being terrible but i cant let them die can i? i mean in an unknown burrow somehwere

but like peesh i mean i cant let her run free in the condition shes in

i cant

Answer 1

the babies will most likely be in a hole that peesh filled up when she left them looking for grass to line it with. why don't you let peesh go, stay a distance away from her and be patient and watch where she goes?

Answer 2

All you can do is your best, then it's up to nature.

Sounds like Peesh had the babies, but isn't up to caring for them.  The only thing more you can do is talk to your neighbor where you found her, and see if they saw anything; or as others suggested put Peesh on a leash and see if she goes back to them.  

You're right; you can't let her run loose in her condition.

Don't be angry at yourself for caring so much.  Good people care, and sometimes it hurts.  Just try not to take blame for a situation that was beyond your control; remember that you've done everything you could and it isn't your fault.

Good Luck.

Answer 3

Ok, if you have the time, you can put a collar and a leesh on Peesh and put her back where you found her and follow her to her babies.

Once she reaches them, pick them up and take them all back to your cage. ASAP.

It may already be too late..if you don't have a collar and leash, use rope or thick string. Don't put it around her neck, put it on her like a harness or around her waist. Securely and comfortably.

I wish you the best of luck in finding the babies and in Peesh getting better..

Answer 4

It's a little bit hard to understand the circumstances with what you've written, but I think you've done the right thing.  It sounds like Peesh was dying when you've found her and now you`re nursing her back to health.  If you left Peesh where she was she would have died, so you'd have no Peesh and no babies.   You don't know where the babies are, you don't even know if there are any babies, they could have all died because Peesh couldn't find a good place to have them.  Don't beat yourself up over it.  If you could find the babies you would, but if you can't find them maybe there aren't any.