I find myself getting obsessions. For example, if I have a favorite song, I don't listen to anything else, I just listen to it over and over again. Or if I have a favorite TV show I watch nothing else, but whenever I want to watch TV I will watch it, or a movie- I used to have this favourite movie. I saw it 3 times at the movies. I got the soundtrack, I got posters, and a wallpaper for my computer. Also- This isn't really an obsession but I don't like going out with loads of different friends, I just like having a best friend and hanging out with them. I have an eating disorder also and at it's worst it was all I could think of. I told myself not to think about my ED for one second and my mind went blank. It's getting better.so i'm maybe replacing it with something else.
It's like I need distractions.
Now I have become obsessed with a celebrity (a singer in a band) and I watch videos on Youtube, I go on their website, I have his picture as my wallpaper.I think about him all the time and if i'm doing something I think Nope can't do that he would think it was uncool or whatever.
What's wrong with me?
How can I fix it?
Be nice, please.
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