Obsessive hostile thoughts?

Question

I've been having quite a few hostile thoughts lately and I was wondering what it could mean. I used to never have hostile thoughts. I have daydreams about mouthing off to and beating up the people who make me angry. And I'm talking about multiple times a day. Usually 2 or 3ish. I don't know. I don't count. Also, for a while now, I've been suffering from depression. Any idea about this?

Answer 1

Sounds like you might be passive-aggressive, and it's catching up with you.  My suggestion would be to create a blog... just write down whatever emotions you might be having, how people make you feel.  If you get it out of your system before it builds up too much, those sensations should dissipate.  I've had to do that myself, since I have to bite my tongue so often around many people.  Good luck.

Answer 2

maybe uptight about something?

someone has pe--d you off a bit?

frustrated about something like s-x?

make sure you sleep ok,

go on a holiday where no one will p-e you off!

just been reading millennium`s answers to this question and other related questions, i wish she had been around a while back and put me straight!!!

Answer 3

Depending on your age their are some factors you might wanna go talk to someone to get these problems fixed before it's to late. Make if you seek help all you really eed it to get some stuff off your chest..good luck

Answer 4

From my experience, I believe this means you have bottled up anger and resentment for those who frustrate you and make you angry. They're people who you make you feel like you're less of a person and you feel helpless against them because they intimidate you for some reason. I used to do the exact same thing! You hold a strong grudge against people who have belittled you in some way, whether you're consciously aware of it or not. Your mind is finding a way to release that anger and frustration. And maybe it's not a person who has triggered it, but a situation that doesn't involve people, but involves you feeling like you're in a rut somehow. You really need to talk to a counselor about how you're feeling. It's completely normal to feel the way you do. I talked to someone about it and they gave me exercises and techniques to use to change my mind's view about certain situations. And they were situations I hadn't been paying attention to, but they had a big impact on how I felt. Good luck!! I hope this helps.  

Answer 5

If you went to my profile and read the preponderance of my answers to people, you'd see that most of them would be described as . . . well. . ."hostile".  You know why ?!  Because I get so-o-o-o-o FED-UP with stupidity, whininess, and immaturity.  It frustrates me that people can't seem to "get a grip"!  It frustrates me that I can't help people SEE their answers. . .which, oftentimes, is right BEFORE their eyes and within their ability.  They always choose the paths of "least resistance" and "least amount of energy".

So. . .you may be feeling anger because you feel powerless within your OWN life.  You KNOW you're capable of MORE and you DON'T like where you are in life right now.  And that would, pretty much, depress ANYONE. The good news is. . .you sound NORMAL !!!  You ALSO sound very bright.  I would give yourself some serious introspection and think hard on what it is you REALLY want in life.  What achievements you want to attain.  Then decide the best way to go about succeeding at them.  Once you get yourself FOCUSED . . .all the puzzle pieces about feeling discombobulated will merely fall into place.  I kid you NOT !!!

Good luck to you !  I think you're going to be a BIG success !

Answer 6

Sounds like you have some pent up anger that you need to deal with. Keeping it in isnt going to help- one day you'll just lose it. Find some ways of releasing your feelings- blogging, keeping a diary, exercising, talking to someone close to you. I think if it has gotten to the point where you are considering harming somebody then you should see a professional, like a doctor or counsellor, at least just for a little while. They can also help you with the depression, you don't want to let it get worse.