Ok i just cussed my mom out and i feel bad what should i do?

Question

but here my out first

i have been sick since may...and since may i have been asking my parents to see a doctor...neither one of them would take me...idk y we have insurance....but whatever is wrong with me has gotten worse...idk my parents seem not to care about me at all....what should i do....i am 20 by the way...i am a full time college student...i would catch a bus to the doctor but my dad has the insurance card and wont give to me....i have been asking for a copy of it for 2 YEARS...and he wont give me one...i kinda just vented at my mom and now i feel bad what should i do??

on top of that my summer time job is really stressing me out..

my parents are getting divorce..and my dad is on trail for assaulting my mom...

i have been witnessing domestic violence since i was a little kid...i feel like no one cares about e sometimes...i dont understand my parents at all..

Answer 1

If you feel bad, apologize. As for feeling sick, go to a clinic.