Okay I seriously NEED help this time!?

Question

So its 6 am. I haven't slept. I won't allow myself to sleep either. I feel guilty about it. It's similar to when I would feel guilty about eating. I wouldn't allow myself to eat for days. Then I would eat a whole bunch of things and feel guilty about that so I would make myself throw it up... it was so horrid! Now it has advanced to sleeping problems. I won't allow myself to sleep anymore. I cry all the time. And I feel like I have no one at all. My parents sorta know what's going on but they really don't care. I have hit rock bottom and I feel like I'm spiraling out of control! What should I do? I have no one to talk to or confide in. I feel so lonely! My home life isn't the best so my friends were always my salvation, but I don't have any anymore because it is summer and I am in between two different schools and no one from my old school will talk to me bc I sort of left without saying good bye and I just feel horrible! Help?

Answer 1

Your parents care about you so please tell them how you are feeling.If this is not enough go and see a doctor who will be able to refer you to someone who can help you.Do not delay,you can be helped through this,so reach out and TALK.

Answer 2

Your focus is on no one helping you or being your friend.

Every thought is a prayer and every prayer is answered. Ask for someone who YOU can help and he or she will show up.

What we think we need is what we need to give.

Answer 3

This happend to me with something that happend at my school.

Try talking to your parents more tell them whats happend and how you feel. I went to my GP and he helped a lot i told my school aswel

mabey when you get to your new school and make some new friends when you will start sleeping again. Try telling your other friend from your old school that your sorry and you didn't now how to tell them you were leaving

Hope i helped  

Answer 4

I've had this problem for 15 years, good luck figuring it out.

Answer 5

Hi, You seem to me to be obsessive/compulsive;

Anorexia, Bulimia and now no sleep. Why are you punishing yourself?

for you to be healthy you NEED plenty of sleep. STOP doing this to yourself.

Do you think your parents/family will show more love if there is something wrong with you?

There has to be a reason why you have done these things,

Can you talk to a counselor at school?

I wish you health and happiness.