Omg is this bad? did i do somthing wrong?

Question

Okay so i keep getting these really bad unwanted thoughts about children ((please dont say mean things i cant help it!) im only 15 people! so anyways lately ive been having a real urge to say these horrible thoughts, and today i was sitting in the car with my sisters child (his just turned 4) and my mom went off to get some shopping, i was sitting in the front seat and Logan (the child) was sitting in the back seat and i got the ugre to say somthing bad, i was really trying not to..but i think i said "rape"and i really hate myself for saying it, and i really really dont know why i said it its like i lost control or something! anyways i only said it really Quietly and im pretty sure Logan didnt hear a thing(he was justplaying with his toys etc.) but i feel bad...i dont know what came over me??? its like, it wasnt even me! its like someone else toke over my body...Anyways it happened againa few mins later..i turned and looked at Logan ina kinda"sexual" way, but her didnt notice (i dont think he dida nyways),but its the same again..Its like somthing trying to control me...takeover..THIS ISNT ME At ALL! i dont normally act like this..whats wrng??? havei done something wrong?please help im only15 and this is scaring me!

Answer 1

Hi there, I really think you need to speak to your doctor about this. Don't be embarrassed about it, I bet it's more common than you might think. If you have to ask your mom to take you, maybe don't tell her what the thoughts are because you will just worry her... just tell her you get urges to say bad words. It may be that you have tourettes or some other health problem that's causing this. The fact that you know it's bad shows you are not ''crazy'' or anything else someone might call you, you just need help. By saying the word ''rape'' to a child you haven't actually done anything illegal - so don't worry. When you speak to a doctor, please be honest about everything, that way they can give you the help you need.

Hope this helped and that you find the answer you are looking for.

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Answer 2

Do you play a musical instrument? This usually removes some tension that builds up inside ones mind. Is your life at school fine? There could be many different things happening that has just built up.

Always remember that people are allowed to let off steam. However, don't feel like you're a nut case or anything, if you are worried go seek help from the school counselor, they are there to help. If you're not at school, see your GP he will help you out.

Your GP is binded to the privacy act which means he isnt allowed to tell anyone, not even your parents

Answer 3

OMG EW! INCEST! BARF.

THAT IS NOT NORMAL!

GET HELP ASAP

Answer 4

please visit the psychiatrist ASAP. they should be able to help you.

very few others will be properly equipped to understand or handle the problem.

Answer 5

You need to get some therapy. Yahoo answers isn't a psychologist. You need to talk to your parents about getting you therapy. You don't have to give them specifics. Only say as much as they need to know.

Answer 6

1.  You could have a mental problem what is sometimes known as:Multiple personalities- This is health problem which affects the brain and makes you change suddenly every now and again and you do something that is not yourself. Mostly you don't remember doing it, so you may not have and do not worry about it.

2.  It could something distracting you from yourself. Something is upsetting you badly and is making you do these things when you don't want to. If so i suggest therapy.

3.  If you are a very religious person then you may have what you would call a "demon" inside you. I am not religious and do not believe in these "demons", but if you are very worried about this then I would speak to a doctor, therapist, and probably your local vicar if you are a person of God. (symptoms are very similar to multiple personalities)

Answer 7

Hello - My help is too long for this answer, but if you send me and email right away, I can really help you, im experienced in this kind of thing.  xx x  x