PLEASE help me... depression?

Question

I just want to hurt myself so bad, dig scissors into my ankle.

This guy I was seeing said 'iunno if things with us are going to workout.'

I've dealt with depression for SO LONG and finally I was happy with my life. Now I hate it, what am I supposed to do.

Like can God just kill me now........

Whats wrong with me like why doesn't he like me anymore...

Its hard to type becauase im crying..

Answer 1

look blondie i know you feel, i sometimes go through messed up stages and just have terrible days  but its something every teen has to deal with, and its not worth hurting yourself over. in the span of a month even a week theirs are always a bad day or two.

Answer 2

Listen, you are going through some very serious situations and feelings here and I would strongly advise that you sit down with your parents and discuss this with them.  I know it is hard to see right now, but God isn't the culprit here. If you believe in him and his powers, then don't turn your back on him.  

You said that you have dealt with depression for a long time now. Do you really understand what it is?  It is something that millions of people have to deal with on a daily basis and it is a chemical deficiency in the brain. Your brain sends out certain things to this part of your body and to that part of your body in order to function properly  and sometimes our body doesn't make enough of a certain chemical to go around. In your case, it is causing the depression. This is why many people seek help with medication and therapy. The medication, once it is in your system, helps to replenish what chemicals are lacking naturally.   It's like if you were a diabetic, for example. Your body either makes too much or not enough insulin and you have to take certain medications to keep it under control. It's the same with depression.

I know that you're young and a breakup seems like the end of the world to you now, but it really isn't. There are many boys in the world and one day you will find the right one. Just please, don't hurt yourself over this. It isn't worth it. And PLEASE talk to your parents about all of this. They WILL understand. You really need to get into some counseling and see about whether or not medication can help you. I know all of this is hard, but you can work through this. I can see that you have strength. Now use this strength to get the help that you need.  Keep your chin up.

Answer 3

You were allowing him to be the center of your happiness. When what you should have done is find that happiness within yourself.

I suggest you put distance between you and this guy very soon. Then you should talk to someone that can help you through your depression in a positive way. I suggest maybe a therapist or a true friend that can be a good influence, and good listener. If you can't get out your feelings through verbalizing it, then start journaling.

All these things helped me out very much.

If you want to talk anymore e-mail me. I hope I could have helped.