Hi Im 15 years old and basically since I was 13 Ive developed a massive phobia of having an allergic reaction after eating something or trying something new and my throat swelling up and well basically death in the end. I have been having panic attacks all this time too and they get really bad but recently they have got slightly better now and I thought I was on the mend. But whenever I put something in my mouth Im unsure of whether its a sweet Ive never tried before, and sometimes I have had it before, or whether its toothpaste or something silly like that I have to spit it out as I can feel a panic attack coming on, and I have scratches in my mouth where ive stuck my fingers down there to check its not swelling up.
Its totally irrational and I know its irrational but its stopping me from eating things like currys and lots of other foods in case Im allergic to them. Its easy saying, oh you wont be, but Ive tried to adopt a different attitude and I just cant break it :(
Any ideas on what I can do as its making me depressed as has done for 2 years. Thanks
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