Please Help me, I'm almost at the brink of insanity....suicide.. Idk...Someone help?

Question

My mom called me downstairs to "pray" and when I was walking down stays I could feel this weird eerie tension in the room. I sat down, she looked at me, in front of my father and asked me what I thought about homosexuality. I was shocked, completely at a loss of words, and she could see it my face.. ..my dad turned around and said.. "you look disturbed"..then I opened my mouth and told them what they wanted to hear... I told them that homosexuality was unnatural, it was immoral, and an abomination to god.... my dad nodded his head and said that "I didn't sound sincere"... my sister walked out of the room because she really didn't even know what to say... my mom looked at me and asked me "what do you think about people who watch homosexual acts on the internet (p**n)..my dad added... and "peple who talk to other homosexuals".... I was completely shocked.. to the brink of hyperventilating....so my parents kind of looked down and said "lets pray"... my dad prayed a long awkward prayer and when he was done... I just got up and left.. now i'm sitting in my room.. typing this question..

I've never felt this bad in my life.. i'm literally waiting for them to burst into my room, tie me up, and send me to a Christian homosexual therapy to make me straight.

Keep in mind that my father has told me on many occasions that he prays for homosexuals to change or that they all get aids and die. He even said one time that if it was legal, he would round up all the f**s and burn them to the stalk.........

SOMEONE please help me.... please talk to me, i'm logged on yahoo messenger right now

Answer 1

You didn't state your sexuality. If you are straight and just talk to homosexuals then you are doing Gods work. If you are g*y and scared beyond beliefs you should be.

If your family is that Evangelical, here's a suggestion. Adapt it to suit your needs because my suggestion is meant to be adaptable.

Tell your family that you are questioning your faith because you've been reading the Bible and you want to know more about becoming a Catholic priest. Or maybe a friar, or brother in an organization for God. Tell them that's why your acting weird, and that you also want to know more about Judaism, Islam, all the religious history that brings people to where they are today. Assure them that you intend to live a celebite life in an effort to be more Christ-like. Then carry books around you get at the library, let them see them, with titles like Exploring Your Faith or Judaism For Beginners. It will change their focus and you don't have to actually read them. Keep it up, get a job outside the house and save your pennies. And don't cry, things will get better. You're living in a game, take control of it.

Answer 2

please don't do that suicide thing. in my opinion being a g*y isnt wrong. ur born with it , its not a disease its an orientation. it kind like i was born a girl , and i cant help that and frankly i dont want to. personally im not a homosexual , but its not like their some alien race. its not like its wrong, and im a christian. im tired of other christians saying God hates homosexuals, no one has the right to tell people what God does or does not like. So you go boy , and dont change for any body  

Answer 3

They don't deserve you. You did not choose to be g*y, you were born g*y. Be proud of who you are, no matter what religious bullshit says. Tell them that it is not a choice and that you were born that way. Just be true to yourself and you will be fine.  

Answer 4

yeesh!

i don't even know what to say

i'm sorry.

Answer 5

I'm so sorry, please talk with someone, even email me though I don't have yahoo messenger.  

You can even contact these people, I've written to them hundreds of times, even when my mom told me she didn't want me to come out-

http://www.samaritans.org/talk_to_someon...

I'm so sorry.

-Alika613

Answer 6

that is so horrible.

run, run far far away.

Answer 7

Omg!!the same thing happened to me but,not with as much tension.I think the best thing is to calm down.Then sit on your bed and breathe.I then think you should wait and see what happens and if anything bad happens to you I suggest you lock your computer and leave the house and get somewhere where you'll be safe.If need be message me on what you can do.

Answer 8

sweetie its ok, im straight but i totally accept the g*y community, A lot of parents are like that. You need to just be yourself and if they dont accept you, talk to your school counselor, its ok, u will be ok. That is there opinion, you need to tell them you can feel however you want. Thet are rude and need to get a grip. As i said i am not les or g*y but i totally understand there point of view (i watch a lot of degrassi lol). You will get through this

IM me at fldhkyluvr on AIM  right now if u can

if you dont have aim make an account quicklly. and log on its fre nad easy

Answer 9

IM me right now, sweetie! elegant.ecstasy

Answer 10

=( Don't kill yourself... I'm an avid Christian too! Your parents are misunderstanding the Bible, though... Please check out the link in my sources... God bless! <3

Edit: Just remember... your mom's love for you than anything else in the world... If you have to, use it against her...

Answer 11

IM me right now, I would love to talk to you.

Much luck,

Chris

xoxo

Answer 12

That really sucks man. Scary.

If you feel like you're in danger, call some sort of hotline or something, and get out of there.

The parents of today really suck. Instead of loving their children unconditionally, they only love them if they live up to their bigoted standards. Ugh.

Answer 13

OMG!

I'm so sorry hun

IM me right now,

I know what you've going through

*Hugs*

Answer 14

awww dont worry. im g*y and theres many others. messge me if u want. dont do anything dumb. i dont want u to die bcuz of something unessary

Answer 15

dude calm down and just clear your mind and think this problem through you could tell them you where just curious or something idk