Please I am in a wreck/paranoia with my best friend?

Question

I am in a nervous wreck at the moment and I'm scared that I am loosing my best friend. Please I need your advice. So this is how it all started-

Okay so my friend and I are both on ADHD meds. He is on Adderall and I am on Vyvanse. Same kind of medicine but very different in composition. Mine is a pro drug and his is not. But that isn't the case here. Well I ran out of my meds 3 days before my new prescription came in and I am all over the place without it. So when I was hanging out with my best friend the other day I asked him for one of his in exchange for one of mine. At the time he did not know what Vyvanse was but then I told him and so we made a trade and that I would give him a pill when he took me home. Well I didn't have any along but went along acting like I did. So the next day I give him two pills (allergy pills) and pretended like it was Vyvanse. Stupid me because my friend knows all about pills. But my intentions were good though because when I did get my next prescription I would have given him two and acted like it was "on the house" and free and me just being generous. Well unfortunately he called me today and said he knows and everything. I choked and tried to fake the funk and still keep to the story that the pills weren't allergy meds. Then I called him back and straight up told him the truth. I told him that I needed some because I ran out and I getmy prescription soon I and I promise I will give it too you. I repeatedly said sorry. He seemed understanding and he said "it's okay" "you do not have to lie to me" "I am an understanding person you should have just told me the truth" "just get it too me when you can"

I apologized like crazy and then we hung up the phone.

But for some reason I still feel so guilty and bad and as if he hates me now and that I just lost my good friend...

Anyone please any advice?

What should I do?

I will give him the pills I promised that's not the problem here though.

:/

Answer 1

You should have never lied in the first place make it right give him money not pills and do not exchange each others pills and do not lie to your best friend ever again and talk to him about how you feel its good that you called and confessed and now it hurts you that you were dishonest in the first place

Answer 2

I'm not trying to make you feel bad but that was stupid to lie like that you should of just told him you were out and you really needed some me and my friend are the same but we ADD pills and we take the same dose of pills so when I'm out i just ask her nicely. but next time in the future you should just be straight up with him it's a life learning lesson and you just gotta learn from it. just don't do it again. there's nothing really you can do about the situation but promise to give him the pill you promised to give him back.