Please Somebody Help Me, I'm Having a Nervous Breakdown..??

Question

I have been trying to recover from anorexia, and i just got back from meeting with this doctor/psychiatrist. I absolutely hated her. She came off bitchy and i felt like i was being harassed. And then she told me that i have to come back next week and if i haven't gained 4lbs in a week, she's putting me in the hospital. And she even said that if i don't come back, she will call social services on my mom. I CANNOT stand that lady, and I DO NOT want to go back to her. I am just so upset and frustrated with myself and i want to get better, but i need to find the strength. I can't stop crying and i was even hyperventilating and i couldn't breathe and i felt like i was going to pass out. Please, somebody help me? I can't do this anymore

Answer 1

Im so sorry that your are going through this.  Can you talk to your mother and see if there is another doctor/psychiatrist you can see?  If you want to get better you need support not boot camp.  I would try and relax... say a prayer for peace and just mediate on the situation and where you would like to see it go.  Your anorexia is going to be a day by day process to beat.  Some days will be good days and some will be bad... when you have a bad day don't give up... just tell yourself you still have tomorrow.  I wish there was more that we could do... you can email me if you want to chat... Good luck!

Answer 2

My suggestion would be to read the Bible. Go to a local church, (methodist, or baptist) and talk to a youth minister, or counciler.  

Answer 3

Just explain to your mom whats going on and how the dr is towards you. Find another dr to go to before your next appointment with the dr your seeing now....I know it'll be hard but you have to start eating and keeping it down....at first youll prob throw up bc your not used to the food intake but keep going and you'll feel better.  

Answer 4

I don't know your age, but if you are over 18 then I don't see why she would call social services on your mom.  Have you spoke to your mom about how you feel about this doctor.  You don't ever have to go back to her.  You have the right to switch doctors because you are not satisfied with your current doctor's services.  She should not be treating you like that.  I am sorry for you.  You need positive reinforcement right now.  So get away from anyone who brings negative energy into your life.  Just make sure you take deep breaths and pray for the strength to make it through this day.  God will never put more on you than you can handle.  That motto has always helped me.  Good luck and try your best to calm down.  It's really good for you to talk to a trusted person about this issue.