I have recently become a journalism student. And whenever I told people this news, they immediately related my studies to being an anchorperson (anchorman/anchor lady or whatever that is) in the future. However, I never really plan on that. I just want to see how things go. And when we come to this, they instantly refer to the topic of "looks". I'm no pretty girl to EVERYONE, but quite a number of people do find me beautiful. But the thing is, recently i discover that, whenever I am asked by someone what I'm up to, my mom will immdiately tell them I'm now a journalism student and say "Well but you know...those anchor ladies are supposed to be pretty..."
Ok...so i dunno whether she's fishing for compliments "on my behalf" or just want to make me feel like sh*t. I never think im very beautiful, but at least acceptable, and i have been so insecure about my look throughout the years. Seriously, she made me feel embarassesd!! What was she thinking?????
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