I told myself that since today is my stepfathers birthday I wouldn't care about what I ate. I thought I had it under control and I don't. Here's what I had:
breakfast: oatmeal
lunch: 2 egg whites and banana
now heres where i messed up..
dinner: meat pattie (empanada, not a burger pattie) and rice & beans but it had chorizo and vienna sausage and everything. wasnt just white rice and beans.
dessert: slice of ice cream cake and bites of my sisters as well.
out come the snacks, so far i've had 2 small slices of french bread with fresh mozzarella (as well as mozzarella by itself), tons of carrots & broccoli, some bourbon chicken snack things from tyson, ughh i cant stop, i haven't eaten things like this in a while, i'm going crazy on everything! i know for a fact i'll be on the treadmill tonight, but I still can't control myself! should I just let myself go today and keep snacking with everyone or deprive myself? I'm not normally a light eater but I don't normally eat ice cream or anything SUPER fattening.
PLEASE HELP.
p.s. i'm not overweight, i was underweight last month, gained 5 pounds. i lose weight quick. which only means the weight will come right back. i really need help..
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