Hey all, My name is matt and i'm 15. I've been having this problem for at least a year or less and it is really getting to me and bothering me. I keep having these thoughts "I hate god" and horrible images and thoughts against god and other things that are very opposite of my actual nature. I ask god for forgiveness and feel terrible and sometimes I just feel like crying because i feel like its over running me. I love god very much and he has done so many good things in my life and my family and without him i would be nowhere. I know I don't have a mental problem and I'm not crazy, I'm like any other 15 year old boy that likes to have fun and my hobby is playing hockey. Everytime i try and take my mind off these terrible thoughts, it keeps popping back in my head. Sometimes it is really hard to focus when these thoughts over run my mind. Sometimes it is really bad and other times i totally forget it and alls well. Do you guys think this is OCD or worse and could you please help me solve this? I dont have OCD like having to wash my hands 30 times or stuff like that. I really fear that god hates me and i will go to h**l for these thoughts that really arent me. I'll give anything for a good answer :( 10 Points best answer to most helpful, i promise.
god bless - Matt.
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