Please help me figure out what's wrong with me.>>>>>>>

Question

I'm visiting a psychotherapist...but he isn't helping me at all!! here goes

1.in grocery stores or malls..i hate when people look at me or come near me..

2. i think everyone is starring at me

3.i think everyone is talking about me or laughing at me

4.i think everyone wants to come stand near me and that drives me crazy!!!!

5.i think people do things to intentionally get on my nerves

6.i think everyone is jealous of me

7. i think every black man that sees me want to take me out...(im a black L*****n) but blk man are such flirts eww!

WHAT THE h**l IS MY PROBLEM?

Answer 1

In a way, it sounds like you are very angry and defensive. Your every thought is me, me, me, me, me. It could be a fear of intimacy. You constantly battle over control but there's no one there to fight with.

I can't tell whether you actually want what you seem to expect of others, or if you actually just want to play a constant game of denial, but still expect them to throw themselves at you.

It sounds very egotistical to assume everyone wants something from you, or you could actually be wishing someone would approach you and make conversation but afraid of what you are going to say or do next. It's almost like you don't know how to handle that. You're always defending yourself but expect someone else to make the first move. It's like internally you're a typical female but externally, for social purposes you're g*y.

On the other hand, you sound very bipolar. You are constantly bipolarizing things, pushing the situation from extreme to extreme. You can socialize, but can't stand to be seen. You don't seem to be happy, but everyone else is laughing at you. No one can get too close, it will get on your nerves, but everyone is chomping at the bit to come stand near you. You're L*****n, but black men are flirts, anxious to take you out, and everyone is jealous of you.

Bipolar is actually not a form of sexual disfunction, but it could cause you acute anxiety. You could be reflecting the kind of instability that is genuinely part of being bipolar but you're too busy turning it into a sexual hang-up, while being very isolated and alone. You rapidly cycle through all the possibilities and then decide that's not going to happen.

You ought to look this up and see if this disorder applies to you. You were just looking in the wrong area like you expect the therapist to tell you to change your sexual preferences, and now, like magic, everything will be fine. A bipolar can be put on a lithium sodium and calm down and learn to be neutral. Put your armor down and let the situation come to you. Relax and learn to accept things at face value. No one want to change you, but something might help you feel better, and consequently, feel better about yourself.

Answer 2

To be honest, it sounds like you're very self-centered.

Why would everyone want to talk about you?

Maybe you should try to get over yourself, then you won't have those problems.

I don't mean to sound rude, I'm just giving you my honest opinion.

Answer 3

Don't know. Agoraphobia, Anthropophobia, paranoia.  

Answer 4

Social phobia. Get this book. You will understand better and it can help if you put it into practice. Stop going to your psychotherapist and find a cognitive-behavioral therapist or do it on your own.

http://www.amazon.com/Anxiety-Phobia-Wor...

Answer 5

You sound a bit paraniod and have a some social anxiety.You might want to see a psychologist and get placed some antipsychotic medication.

Answer 6

sounds like you have paranoia.

here is a website that can describe it to you.

http://www.depression-guide.com/paranoia...

if that doesn't help you can do some other research on the internet, but i would suggest talking to a professional. if the one youre seeing is not helping then you should stop wasting your money, there are thousands of other experts that can help, so change to a different one. you are paying him, he's not delivering. i would suggest is going to a psychiatrist not a psychotherapist. a psychotherapist gives you techniques to help your problem, hence the name therapy - whereas a psychiatrist examines you based on what they hear from you, and gives you medication to monitor this. the medication does NOT mean you are crazy. most problems like the one you've described are just because of a chemical imbalance in your brain, and the medication will adjust this to regular levels.

buttt please remember i am no expert, im just trying to help based on the 50 words youve given

Answer 7

And your sh*t doesn't stink O.o? hahaha .. just a thought.