Please help me with this prob. I think im g*y?

Question

Ok I know im phiscally & mentally atracted to girls but..When I m********e I have this weird urge to look at g*y/bi guys performing s3xual acts on eachother..Im not at all mentally atractive like i could never kiss a guy (NO WAY) or ever grow any feelings for a guy but I wouldnt mind lettin another guy do me, bl0w me but i WONT bl0w him and ill do him..GET IT??

And its weird cus once I finish masterbating and i ejaculate I am all of a sudden disqusted by g**s and I wont watch anymore..BUT when i look at girls or straight p**n I can keep watching with no problem after im finished with my session..IM SORRY FOR BEING TO GRAPHIC BUT I DIDNT KNOW HOW TO SAY IT. PLZ HELP ME IM SO CONFUSED!?!?

Answer 1

That is exactly how I feel! I like watching guys doing stuff with other guys when I m********e, but after I c*m I feel disgusted with the stuff I was watching and look at some straight p**n. It's so confusing.