I have always had a big problem with maths in school. Our exams are over and I scored really badly as usual. Every time we get back our paper I will burst into tears at the sight of the score. I have always tried my best and I still can't do it. This time the paper wasn't too hard but for some reason I scored very low. My classmates all made a huge improvement, except me, who instead of getting higher, I'm getting lower. My teacher came to talk to me and she told me that if I have tried my best, it's alright. She told me she wasn't ashamed of me for scoring low when everyone else could get so high. Every maths exam when i see my paper, all I can tell myself is, next time, try harder. But when next time comes, I either get even lower or I still get the same mark. i really don't know what to do. I've tried all I can all the time but for some reason I can never get a satisfying score. Not only my parents wouldn't be happy, I am really ashamed of myself as well. My teacher asks me not to blame myself but its not that easy when all the time I try my best and get the most upsetting result.
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