i thought i was over it...but i was wrong!
6 months ago i had a fight with my ex...things were not that good as before she wanted to go with another guy but then came back begging me to take her...and it was duriing my exams!
the night we had that fight was before my result,so i was still angry with her as i thought that i failed...so i was doing silly stuff,getting angry for nothing and had a fight with her!
she dumped me and then say that she wants to see how it's like with other guys and know that i'm going abroad!
she eventually got a new bf 3 months after..i was so down!!she said that she didn't care that i felt hurt..
but then 1 week before i go abroad..she kept calling me and sending msg...begging me to let her see me a last time!telling me that she wants me to forgive her and that she just wants to be friends!and that she wasn't with the other guy.
we met...and eventually came back again..it was good!we didn't know if we would do long distance.but we did it.she was so nice...she would phone me...or would send me msg telling me how much she love me and that she will try her best to wait for me!
but it only lasted 2 week...as she said she couldn't cope with it and that she wants me to be with her!or doesn't want any serious relationship and just want to have fun.
but then the next day would say that she didn't love me anymore or hate how i am!
since then i haven't talk to her...i was good!not thinking of her too much!
but i just found out that less than 1 month after we split she got a new bf again!she was saying how goodlooking he is etc...
i didn't know that i would be hurt that bad!!!as i couldn't sleep the whole night,
how can someone go into another relationship so easily???
i never thought that she was like that...
as we had been together for over 1 yr...we were really close!we were always saying those silly stuff...i'm gonna love u forever or promise to each other that we gonna wait for each other...
but d**n she changed...she was never that outgoing.
i feel so hurt...
since 6month i hate my life so bad...
and i'm so hurt...
i don't know how to get over it...
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