I'm in love with my boyfriend of two years. He's 5 years older than me, more mature, holds a steady job, is about to finish school, and always treats me like a princess. He's a jocky kind of guy, with dashing good looks and bright blue eyes. We always talk about our white picket-fence future with two kids and a dog. He says I'm the one and that in a couple of years he wants to settle down. He is pretty much perfect and I can't help but love him.
But recently, a guy who I was hopelessly in love with since I was younger has come back into my life. We're both 19. We used to be friends in high school and I think we always had some romantic tension between us but nothing ever happened. He's the bad boy type, with full sleeve tattoos and even gauges in his ears. He's an artsy kind of guy, he's not going to school. But honestly he's a total sweetheart and he is the only person in the entire world who I can really connect with. He can tell what I'm thinking just by looking at me and when I'm around him, my heart goes on fire. We went to the pier across from New York City and we just laid there and it felt like we were the only people in the world that mattered. I'm not infatuated, I truly think he's my soulmate.
I'm not sure what to do. I don't ever want to hurt my boyfriend, he's like too good to be true, but all I can think about is how my soulmate makes me feel and how I just want to be with him forever.
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