I'm venting, sorry so long. What do you do during weddings, not go? Or go and sit elsewhere?
Father - thinks everyone owes him so much respect because he is the father, yet he doesn't have to act like a father. He just doesn't know any better. Thinks it's owed to him, while he continues to gripe and complain, we are to remain silent while he carrys on and on like the emperor with no clothes.
Mother - Extremely self centered, unable to think beyond her own feelings and suspicious, so quick to sting without reasoning abilities. Very poor decision making skills because she is thinking of herself only while she has five children. The family went no where fast, with ill mannered and vile acting siblings. Like a stone, with no feelings except her own fears for herself, while no compassion whatsoever for anything else unless it relates to herself. Was driving me to the airport after I was visiting last Thanksgiving. While we were visiting a friend of mine, she and her husband wanted to quickly departed so they wouldn't have to drive me to the airport. Figured my friend would do it, which is what I've always done, but I'm THATCLOSE to TELLING HER OFF. There have been times where our family could have moved ahead materially and she always made the wrong decision, so focused on only saving herself at the expense of her children. Always saying things like I have SO many children (meaning I could forget about you) and WHEN am I going to LIVE???
It NEVER occurs to any of these morons a win win.
Sister 1 - Thinks she is being coy and fakes helplessness while making others responsible for her foolishness. Ignorant and myopic approach, spineless and negative while using others for food and resources all the while convinced that she is more clever in spite of all evidence to the contary.
Sister 2 - Sociopath, no feelings, attention starved, doing negative things to maintain control and attention. Perplexed by feelings and how to act appropriately. Angry, controlling and defensive, bitchy and controlling, extremely offensive to others, insensitive, will run other anyone to get herself ahead, while pretending to be compassionate by doing things like going to Costa Rica to save sea life.
Sister 3 - Born again religious fanatic, constantly bored while she is boring, talks about religion at parties, sits next to me to get some attention while dropping food on my clothes "by accident" or borrowing my new lip brush and then "accidently" dropping it in the trash in a public restroom. Judgemental and thinks that the book, The Giving Tree is really great while having NO comprehension for the tree. Thinking that things are right with how the boy behaved in the book. Expects to be given and receiving, while offering nothing. EXPECTS it.
Brother - Negative as all get out, hostile, jealous, misery loves company, thinks only of his very small self. Commented to an ex of mine, whom I completely loved and was devoted to - You shouldn't marry into this family because I have schizophrenia.
I hate them, most of time. What to do? I've always try to be above them and have been pretty sucessful at it so far, but I'm at the point where I might crack if I see them again. I've tried my ENTIRE life to need nothing from them, they expect me to expect NOTHING. While they are so needy, selfish, greedy, self absorbed. I am always expected to be the "better person" while they have no such expectations for themselves. It's my fault in that I've always try to accomodate and be silent about it, what gets me is that is is NOT apreciated, acknowledged and I am EXPECTED to give more and get less or nothing.
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