Psychic dreams and depression!?

Question

i have psychic dreams and i always feel depressed. my mom hates me so i deffinatly cant tell her about the dreams the only person who knows if my boyfriend and hes really understanding. i have weird little dreams like what colour someones going to wear the next day or when my bird died i had a dream the night before she died and i wasnt even home so i couldnt know. i have anxietyatacks sometimes and i get angry and depressed really easily and sometimes cut my arms if im really mad. please help. i dont know what to do. i want to go see a councillor again but if they found out about my dreams will they try and make them go away? i dont want them to go i just cant deal with my familey and the dreams mess it all up. my mom puts so much pressure on me bcause dads not around and uim the oldest. i feel like i want to run away and live with my dad i hate her so much. wehat should i do i want to go see a cionculloe but they might call me a lunatic.

Answer 1

You do need to see a professional.  If the one you initially sees tries to "supress your dreams," or calls you a "lunatic," find a different counselor immediately.  They are not there to critize you...they are there to help you work through issues.  You should be able to talk freely about your dreams without anyone making you feel as though they are wrong or inappropriate.

Between the anxiety, depression, and cutting...you *really* need to be seen by a doc asap.

Answer 2

You can make this work.  Before you sleep tonight say out loud "Dream a dream about Mom".   If you just mention something to Mom that no one else could know (like the bird dying but more in Mom's life) she will be glad to know more about your psychic ability.   If you are not able to even predict one single thing about your Mom,  then you are learning about the limits of your psychic powers.

I hope you do get to live with your dad someday.