Psycholgical effect of love

Question

4 months back,i was used (financially and emotionally) by a married woman who came to take revenge on me because two yeas back i refused to marry with her.

she first made me fall for her...than she used me and then she abused me and said byeforever.

i wanted to love with her...and make s*x with her...but i was failed.

i know you will all say that i deserve it because i got involved with a married woman.

anyway,its been almost 4 months of no heal....i feel alot of angry..

i loved her...i was emotionally attached with her.

is there anyway i could forget my horrible abusing past.

somewhere in my heat i feel that one day she will come to me and say sorry for all her messed with my brain.

she is in my mind 24/7 and iam obssesed..i feel miserable.

iin this condition iam not able to marry or do anything.

iam deeply hurt

it seems i wanna talk to her one last time in order to move on.

is there anyway i forget her completely

Answer 1

i think you should learn better english

then try to go and talk to her.

you never know, she might not have understood you

in the past.

Answer 2

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