I have been depressed for a long time (forever, but I have been very numb for about a year. I have also gained about 30 lbs, but I don't even care anymore) . It rotates between extreme sadness to utter numbness. NOTHING makes me happy like it used to. I have seen a psychologist before, and while I liked talking to her, I really didn't get anything out of it. I know why I do and feel things and am not going to have a revalation with a psychologist. However, I don't feel like I have a chemical imbalance. I tried Zoloft and it only made me feel dead inside, and I didn't care who I hurt emotionally. I don't want to waste a psychologist's time who will probably find nothing wrong with me, but psychologist don't seem to help. I have lost all hope for the future and have very few friends (it is very hard for me to make them) and live in a town where the main store is K-Mart (so there is nothing to distract me). Any recommendations on what I should do?
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